Monday, October 31, 2011

I DON'T WANT A SWEET HEART, I WANT A MACHINE.

MY WALLS ARE COVERED WITH BLANK PAPER I WRITE ON WHEN I CAN'T ACTUALLY SAY THE THINGS I THINK, THE GET COVERED QUITE OFTEN.
MORE OF MY SPACE


COKE IS REALLY IMPORTANT.

PEOPLE WHO INFLUENCE ME, AND THE DIFFERENT PEOPLE I ENJOY BEING.













MY WORK IS; REVENGE. MY WORK IS... ANNOYING AND SARCASTIC. MY WORK IS FUNNY. MY WORK IS TRYING TO SAY "IMA BAD BITCH" BUT SERIOUSLY. MY DADS CALLED ME NARCISSISTIC SINCE I WAS A CHILD, BUT I THINK THATS OK NOW, I'M A PAINTER I GET TO ACT THAT WAY, PERHAPS THATS REALLY DISGUSTING OF ME TO SAY AND ITS AN AWFUL EXCUSE BUT I RARELY APOLOGIZE FOR THINGS LIKE THAT ANYMORE, THERE ARE PLENTY OF PEOPLE WHO WANT TO SURPRESS THE FEMINIST QUALITY OF MY WORK AND I'M TIRED OF IT. MY WORK IS USUALLY ABOTU SEX, AND GENDER AND HOW DUMB MEN ARE. MY WORK IS COMMENTING ON HOW I DESERVE TO BE TREATED AND HOW I WANT TO TREAT THE MEN THAT DIDN'T TREAT ME CORRECTLY. IN THE PAST MY MORE SCULPTURAL WORK WAS ABOUT TURNING BUILDINGS AND FORMS OF SAFETY AND SHELTER INTO MORE FLESH LIKE EXPERIENCES SINCE I HAVE ALWAYS FELT LIKE I EXPECT HUMANS TO HOUSE ME AND PROTECT ME BUT THEY CAN'T SO WHY NOT MAKE A BUILDING COMFORTABLE LOOKING BUT JUST AS COLD AS A HUMAN. THERE ARE A LOT OF UPS AND DOWNS IN MY WORK, JUST LIKE MY LIFE. MY BI POLAR DISORDER PLAYS INTO MY WORK ALOT AND THINGS LIKE THAT EVEN CHANGE IN ONE PIECE BUT I THINK THAT KEEPS MY POINT INTERESTING AND LESS OF A ONE LINER. MY NEW WORK IS MOSTLY PAINTINGS, I'VE BEEN PAINTING MEN CAUGHT AFTER SEX IN "CHEATING" LIKE SITUATIONS PANTIES DOWN, LOOKING DUMB. I PAINT MEN CUT IN HALF HANGING BY THEIR FEET AS THEY ROT WITH WOMEN SURROUNDING THEM. AND AS OF RIGHT NOW I'M PAINTING MY EX AND THE NEW GIRL HES FUCKING IN A FAMILY PORTRAIT. ITS FUNNY, IT MAKES ME LOOK CRAZY BUT I HAVE NO PROBLEM EXPLOITING THEM TO MAKE A GOOD PAINTING. NO ONE SAID I HAD TO BE NICE OR MATURE, AND I THINK I'VE GROWN OUT OF BEING MATURE. MAYBE THIS IS JUST THE TIME IN MY WORK WHERE I MAKE A FOOL OF MYSELF. BUT AT LEAST ITS ABOUT MYSELF, FOR MYSELF, BY MYSELF. AND I THINK BEING BY MYSELF IS WHAT MY WORK IS ULTIMATELY ABOUT, MY THOUGHTS, MY EXPERIENCE, MY WORK.. EVEN IF ITS WRONG.

REED

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